The Rabbit Hole That’s Worth The Trip

I dig deep a lot these days in meditation because it helps me understand who I am, what my purpose is, and where I should be going in life. Meditation has allowed me to bring peace and quiet to a crazy existence so I’m able to reflect on my deepest emotions in a controlled environment, […]

People That Tell You that You Can’t Recover from Alcoholism are Wrong

I go on support group sites on Facebook all the time to see how people are really feeling in their recovery and it’s seriously one of the saddest places that you can ever be. People are struggling day in and day out, begging for help and receiving the same recycled advice and clichés over and […]

The Other Side of ‘Fake it ‘Til You Make it’… and Other Nonsense That Contributed to My Alcoholism and Anxiety.

  I got into the sales side of car business when I was eighteen years old, I was a porter (washed cars) before that. At first, I was nervous when I was talking to customers, so I thought that sales might not be for me. I thought I was a pretty confident kid, but I […]

Paying Attention to the Signs of Suicide

“Why is this dude with the alcoholic blog talking about Tony Bourdain and suicide”? Because I’m afraid to. Seriously, I’m terrified but I can’t let that stop me.

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